Tuesday, December 30, 2008

This long holiday....

Salam everyone!!

I realised my blog seem quite dead so I decide to update. Sorry lame. =p It has been nearly one month since the last post. Obviously, a lot of things has been going on in my life. But I wonder, do people really want to know what's going on in my life? hmmm..

First of all, my 'holiday' in Malaysia was nearly 2 weeks. Don't ask me why. The answer's complicated. I'll tell a few incidents that happened during my holiday.

In the bus to KL.
All of our seat number got mixed up because the bus people decided to combine passengers from the 11 pm bus and the 12 pm bus that we are taking. We rode on a double decker bus. Thank God we settle down quite fast. People were still searching for their seat. After a while, only two seats were left at two different places. then this bus driver said (something like this) to a passenger, " Boss, maaf eh, boleh duduk pat depan, ada couple nk dudok same2 pat sini." So ouhkay, I was expecting a guy and a girl will be sitting there. Suddenly, I saw this two guys seating at the two unoccupied places. I was like, " dengar-dengar couple... laki ngn laki" I was seriously controlling my laughter. These two guys a couple? They seem straight to me. Hahahaha... =D

I really ate a lot during my holiday in KL. My aunt and uncle has a restaurant there and the food is superb. I want to put up pictures but unfortunately, there's something wrong with the downloading process.

Then one of the days, we, my family and my aunt's family went to a waterfall at Jalan Kuching in KL. There were many Arabs over there. I wonder why. We had to climb a few metres uphill to get there. I didn't get much photos as it was quite dangerous. Its been long since I've been to a waterfall. The water was refreshing. It feels like getting a good massage standing at the waterfall. For a while, I remembered the time when I learned geography. How I miss those times. By the way, I slipped even before I get into the waterfall, got a few cuts and bruises, but it doesn't deter me from getting into the waterfall. Heh.

A week later, we went to Pulau Pinang for a vacation with my aunt's family. The bridge looks nice. At night, it was cold and windy. Over there, only i knew what nasi kandar really is. My granmother also told me the story why it is named nasi kandar. We stayed in an apartment at Vistana Hotel. The place is nice and cosy.

The day after, we went to Kedah, which is only around 1 hour drive from penang to meet some relatives. Then we dropped by a mosque to have our prayers. And guess what? Pak uteh dropped by the mosque to visit us! It's been long since me and my father had met him. Was feeling quite happy. His smile, his laughter, brought us the good memories we once had in school.

During the journey back to KL, we, once again, dropped by Kuala Kangsar, Perak to meet one of our relatives. It's a pity we don't have the time to drop by my grandma's kampung, which is nearby. I guess, sometimes it feels nice to live in a remote and peaceful area, away from the bustling and crowded city. =)

We stayed for a few days more in KL and then went back home to Singapore. Upon reaching home, I quickly repacked my things again to go to a camp organised by fmsa. At first I was undecided if I should go for the camp or not because I was tired. But then, after the camp, I realised I didn't make the wrong decision. The camp taught me a lot of things. Although the camp was not that challenging physically, but it had lots of talks and seminar. I really liked the forum at the end of the camp. The organisers and the facis were really great. =)

A few days later, there was a camp organised by nadi furqan and itmawat. I came on the 2nd day as I wasn't feeling that well. I got to meet a few people that I've been missing. ~terubat rindu~ =)

That's basically what had happen to me in this term break. School will be opening soon. I hope I can make it next year. Not just in term of studies but also other things. Insya Allah. =)

That's all from me for now.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Salam..

Its been more than 2 weeks since the school holidays. 2 weeks. And I didn't make much progress. There's a lot of things that needed to be done. I've been slacking and rotting and doing things that is very unimportant. Hmmff.

I need to start reading that book on America politics.
I need to continue studying and practicing on my Maths. H2 maths.
I need to be brave in facing my problems.
I must not waste any more time.

Thanks Teacher for all the advise. You really make me think. Thanks for the motivations.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
But I don't know if I can live up to your expectations.. I'll try.I'll try my best.

Moving on, I will not be in Singapore for about a week. If there is anything important, just email me. =)

problems without a dead end. I hate it.

Thats all from me for now.

Sunday, November 16, 2008


السلام عليكم

On Tuesday, Cikgu approached me and ask if the pre-u ones could help out the evening session teachers as the primary students will be having an excursion. I was totally excited because I love being with kids and we will be going to the zoo! It has been long since I've been to the zoo. I can't even remember when is the last time I was there!!

We were permitted to come a bit late on Wednesday as we will be helping out till evening.I reached school around 9.

We left for the zoo immediately after zohor. Guess what? I got a primary one class. How cute and adorable! I think that I'm more excited than them! haha.. k let the pictures do the talking...


the boys

the girls

penguins!

I forgot this animal's name..

"ooohh.. I'm so embarrassed being kissed in public!"

Its the pelican.. I think..

Orang utan!

"walking to the jungle...

what do I see?.."

"Aren't I cute?"


"and I'm strong too!"

Reached school around 530pm. I decided to take the bus back home as I was too tired to walk to the Mrt station and I don't want to risk myself standing throughout the journey. I do get a seat in the bus but I reached home at 8pm due to the traffic jam during peak hour.

Friday was results day. The day I've been waiting for. It was a mixed emotions day. When cikgu entered class, tears was already inside my eyes can't wait to come out but then I was deeply disappointed as I can't look at my results due to a very unimportant reason. How pathetic.

I hope I can get my results tomorrow and maybe I'll be visiting my former school before it moves to the new building.

Take care people.

That's all from me for now.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

السلام عليكم

This past week has been a hectic and tiring one. It is one mixed emotions week. Ok, let me elaborate what has been happening this past week.

Monday.
The sec ones, threes and pre-u ones students had an excursion to Hort park. I was looking forward as it is a new park and quite a nice one too. The sad thing is it rained the whole time we were there. Well, we can only plan but God decides. Although there are some groaning and moaning, I enjoyed the trip.

HortPark- the gardening hub.

can you see the dark clouds looming ahead?

The pre-u one girls minus four.
I think the picture looks kinda nice as
the plants around us acts like a frame.

Will I be a gardener? maybe I will
if i have a plot of land... ;)


Daisies

and roses..
(waiting for the time when 'someone'
will give it to me =p)


Gardening using recycled materials.

see the plastic water bottles?

This picture looks nice

5 people trying to share one umbrella
how pathetic.. haha..
guys..guys..

While walking I saw characters from the wizard of oz but only Dorothy was missing. I wonder why..


the hidden scarecrow


Tinman!

The lion. How cute!


Then there was the forest walk. It feels nice walking while being surrounded by nature. But still we can see Hdb flats and offices. Made me realise that I'm still in Singapore. haha.















Aah.. updating is soo tiring. I'll continue my trip to the zoo and results day next time. Good night. And happy holidays. To those still schooling study smart! =)

That's all from me for now.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Sorry

Salam..

It is hard for me to express myself in the last post so I thought of deleting that entry but then, 3 people had commented on it so maybe its better for me to continue. At the same time, if i do continue, I'm afraid that I'll hurt some people indirectly and unintentionally.

Therefore I think its best that the topic on sacrifices will end here,

or maybe it will continue but not so soon.

Thank you for your understanding.

Wassalam.

That's all from me for now.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

sacrifices

Salam people!

It has only been two days since my last entry but I feel like writing something. If I procrastinate then I'll risk losing the ideas and emotions to write. heh.

Recently I wonder, is it better to sacrifice our happiness for someone else or attain our own happiness, even if it means hurting others?

OK, classic example:
A loves B but B loves C. So should B sacrifice her love and goes to A or pursue her love and goes to C?

That's just an example. Actually I'm referring more to our family and friends. Not the opposite sex.

When I kept thinking about it, the answer depends on the situation. Sometimes we need too sacrifice our happiness to make others happy but there is also a time that we should prioritise our own happiness.

To be continued.. =p

Thursday, November 6, 2008

freedom? not!

Salam everyone,

Thank God examinations had finish. The ordeal is excruciating. Tired, fatigue with this whole situation. Most people will have felt relieve after their examinations but not me. I'm not relieve even after exams had finish. I don't feel contented with what I had done. Well, partly or should I say mostly it was my own fault that I didn't study properly. I didn't see the fact it was my End Of Year EXAMS and this is the point that determines the future ahead. It has passed and there is nothing that I could do about it except to pray for the best.

I should be starting to improve myself since next year is the big 'A'. Planning is easy and I have done most of it but pushing myself to do the tasks that I had planned is damn hard. Istiqamah has never been easy. Unless we push ourselves, we will never progress in life.

Moving on, 2 weeks had passed since my birthday. Thanks to those who had wished me in advance, during the day itself or belated. To those who didn't wish, I still love you guys no matter what. =) Thanks to those who game me presents and thanks to my family for that small celebration. May God bless you all. Ameen. =)

I don't want to dwell on it but I quite dislike the date of my birthday. well, it always clashes with the end of year examinations or major examinations. I wish that I could be happy on my birthday as it is only once in a year but it doesn't seems so. I felt I was more sensitive on that day. I guess, I could be happy on any other day as well.

My problems keep on adding day by day. I'm so confuse that I don't know which problem should I solve first. My patience is being tested day by day. I know I should be strong but the wall within me is cracking up. I'm holding on tight with God by my side.

There is a few things that I want to do in these few days. I want to go to Changi boardwalk. If there's no one going with me, then I'll go alone. It is just nice being with nature and it has been quite long since I'd done that. I need my dose of nature. =p And I want to go to Borders! So anyone joining? =)

That's all from me for now.