I've been meaning to blog the past two days, but I've been quite busy (as usual). This post may be the last post till I finish my A levels as i think there will be no more interesting things or updates about myself other that my most important studies.
I can't believe that the one year I've been waiting for it to end has ended. One year full of responsibilities, emotions and experiences. Being an assistant head prefect, vice president of a club and a mentor in unit ibadah and dakwah is a very heavy responsibility. I was unsure if I really could handle all this. It was quite hard for me in the beginning. But as time passes, each incident that happened to me is a lesson for me to learn and reflect on. I can't say that I had a great time holding all these responsibilities and neither could I say that I was really depressed. Yes, I was stressed, a couple of times but this makes me stronger. I could say for sure, that I've tried my best in coping with all these responsibilities. This one year has changed me from who I was before in my previous school. The experiences that I get for this one year is priceless. Maybe I wasn't the best from the previous batches, but I've tried my best in holding these responsibilities. I had many more ambitions, but time is not on my side. I hope the next batch will do their best.
To the one that has been through with me ups and downs in all these 3 posts that was given to us one year ago, thank you. Thank you for not giving up, for your understanding and patience. Thanks for believing in me. May Allah bless you.
To the one that has given me the post as an assistant Head Prefect, thank you for believing in me, trusting me with this big responsibility and guiding me while you can, giving me motivations when I was really down. Thanks for always encouraging me to do the best that I can.
To the one that has helped me out a lot since just before I enter mwti, my beloved elder sister, friend and senior in both schools, thank you for the advice that you had given me while you can, the positive things that you pointed out when I was in mwti and giving me hope and love. I miss you so much.
To the one who left me halfway last year, thank you for the attention you had given me although we are not in the same school anymore. Thanks for lending me your ear and your humble advices. May our friendship continue, lillahi ta'ala.
To the one that I've been close to since I was in sec 3, thank you for knocking me in the head several times and making me realise some things. You may think that you had not done anything, but you taught me a lot in life indirectly. I will always love you no matter what.
To the one that I just got to know in mwti, the one that I always scold for not eating, thank you for your encouraging words when I was really down, for supporting me all the way and guiding me when I feel there is no way out. Thank you. Sorry if sometimes I was too harsh on you.
To my besties, thank you for always being there for me when I need you. thanks for showering me with your care and concern. I love you all. =D
To my fellow classmates, Thank you for your support and kind attention towards me. May our ukhwah doesn't end here.
To last year pre-u twos, you guys are a bunch of seniors that I would not forget. Thank you for the friendship. I had a lot of fun when you guys were around!
To me beloved juniors, thank you for teaching me things that I never knew, for the support that you guys had given me, for your love, although I'm just a new student. And those 'problematic' juniors, you are the ones that make the most impact in my life. Whatever it is, I love you all.
To my beloved form teacher who chose me to enter an arabic debate although I quite resented in the first place, thank you for making me realise a lot of things. Ustaz, your words always make me think. Your advice had help me improve in mwti. I will always remember you. Insya Allah.
To the teacher that made me love sastera, thank you for your encouragement and the belief that you had on me although I'm a new student in mwti. Thank you Cikgu. =)
To the pre-u ones students, I understand the emotions that are running through you right now. My advice is, do your very best, without neglecting your studies. Whatever hardship that you are faced with, look at the bright side and the positive things even it is very small. Believe me, the experience that you get is priceless. The most important thing is, be good role models to your juniors because after us, you are the ones they will look up to. You can't change the school, but you can change yourselves. =)
Last but not least, I thank God for this opportunity. I love you Allah. You know what is best for me.
That's all from me for now. =)
