Updated! =p

Salam everyone,

First of all, really sorry for not updating. It's not that i don't want to update, blame it on my tight, hectic schedule and my sick laptop. FYI, I'm updating using the house's computer. My laptop's hardisk got infected. Haish.

I'm just loving this long holiday. Although its not that peaceful too at home. Everyone's seems to be moody nowadays. Me too. It's the environment, i think. I just hope people will get happier these coming days. Insya Allah =)

Was feeling really down last few days. And i wrote this in class. Someone recommended me to put it in my blog. heh. It's edited too. Note: this is purely my feelings and has got nothing to do with anybody. It's not perfect, it's not that good either. Just thought of sharing. Enjoy (?)

All alone in this strange place
Why do I feel so out of place
Without anyone guiding me
To the right path that I should be

I still don't understand why I'm here
Making differences, is it the reason
But why is is my heart feels unaccepted
To the way of life that is here

Can I survive here any longer
Without proper guidance to help me out
I don't think that I am strong
To handle this all along

Everything here does not seems right
So does that means everything's wrong?
If it is wrong then why I'm still here
Is it time for me to go

I'm still searching within myself
Searching for the reason I'm here
Hoping that I'll find it soon
Before something bad happens to me

I just hope I can have a peace of mind
And become the best person that I can be
It is so hard to think straight
With all the problems clinging on tight

"You can do it," people said
But what if I say I can't
So who is it that I should trust
Is it me or the people around me

Seeing is believing
how can I believe in myself
If I still can't see clearly
The path I'm treading

The only thing I can believe
that He will always
Be there
when I need Him.

Moving on, yesterday's opening ceremony of the Beijing Olympic was magnificent. Actually I was not planning to watch it, but the television set was on and I watched. The performances was superb. The choreographing, the music, all was too perfect. Credits to China for the wonderful event. And because of this, I knew that there are soo many countries and soo many kinds of people living in the world. Now do I realise how vast the world is by seeing all sorts of people from countries all over the world. Masya Allah. I got sleepy just waiting for the Singapore contingent to come out. Then i realise that they follow the Chinese alphabetical order. Sheesh.

Another thing, Didn't feel like it was national day today. Time flew by so fast. Too fast for me to catch up. Hope I can organise my life in this long holiday. Feel so messed up.

To those feeling down, cheer up. Just look on the bright side of life.. (sing along!) haha.. =)

That's all from me for now.