Salam..

Its been more than 2 weeks since the school holidays. 2 weeks. And I didn't make much progress. There's a lot of things that needed to be done. I've been slacking and rotting and doing things that is very unimportant. Hmmff.

I need to start reading that book on America politics.
I need to continue studying and practicing on my Maths. H2 maths.
I need to be brave in facing my problems.
I must not waste any more time.

Thanks Teacher for all the advise. You really make me think. Thanks for the motivations.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
But I don't know if I can live up to your expectations.. I'll try.I'll try my best.

Moving on, I will not be in Singapore for about a week. If there is anything important, just email me. =)

problems without a dead end. I hate it.

Thats all from me for now.

السلام عليكم

On Tuesday, Cikgu approached me and ask if the pre-u ones could help out the evening session teachers as the primary students will be having an excursion. I was totally excited because I love being with kids and we will be going to the zoo! It has been long since I've been to the zoo. I can't even remember when is the last time I was there!!

We were permitted to come a bit late on Wednesday as we will be helping out till evening.I reached school around 9.

We left for the zoo immediately after zohor. Guess what? I got a primary one class. How cute and adorable! I think that I'm more excited than them! haha.. k let the pictures do the talking...

the boys

the girls

penguins!

I forgot this animal's name..

"ooohh.. I'm so embarrassed being kissed in public!"

Its the pelican.. I think..

Orang utan!

"walking to the jungle...

what do I see?.."

"Aren't I cute?"


"and I'm strong too!"

Reached school around 530pm. I decided to take the bus back home as I was too tired to walk to the Mrt station and I don't want to risk myself standing throughout the journey. I do get a seat in the bus but I reached home at 8pm due to the traffic jam during peak hour.

Friday was results day. The day I've been waiting for. It was a mixed emotions day. When cikgu entered class, tears was already inside my eyes can't wait to come out but then I was deeply disappointed as I can't look at my results due to a very unimportant reason. How pathetic.

I hope I can get my results tomorrow and maybe I'll be visiting my former school before it moves to the new building.

Take care people.

That's all from me for now.

السلام عليكم

This past week has been a hectic and tiring one. It is one mixed emotions week. Ok, let me elaborate what has been happening this past week.

Monday.

The sec ones, threes and pre-u ones students had an excursion to Hort park. I was looking forward as it is a new park and quite a nice one too. The sad thing is it rained the whole time we were there. Well, we can only plan but God decides. Although there are some groaning and moaning, I enjoyed the trip.

HortPark- the gardening hub.

can you see the dark clouds looming ahead?

The pre-u one girls minus four.

I think the picture looks kinda nice as

the plants around us acts like a frame.

Will I be a gardener? maybe I will

if i have a plot of land... ;)

Daisies

and roses..

(waiting for the time when 'someone'

will give it to me =p)

Gardening using recycled materials.

see the plastic water bottles?

This picture looks nice

5 people trying to share one umbrella

how pathetic.. haha..

guys..guys..

While walking I saw characters from the wizard of oz but only Dorothy was missing. I wonder why..

the hidden scarecrow

Tinman!

The lion. How cute!

Then there was the forest walk. It feels nice walking while being surrounded by nature. But still we can see Hdb flats and offices. Made me realise that I'm still in Singapore. haha.

Aah.. updating is soo tiring. I'll continue my trip to the zoo and results day next time. Good night. And happy holidays. To those still schooling study smart! =)

That's all from me for now.

Sorry

Salam..

It is hard for me to express myself in the last post so I thought of deleting that entry but then, 3 people had commented on it so maybe its better for me to continue. At the same time, if i do continue, I'm afraid that I'll hurt some people indirectly and unintentionally.

Therefore I think its best that the topic on sacrifices will end here,

or maybe it will continue but not so soon.

Thank you for your understanding.

Wassalam.

That's all from me for now.

sacrifices

Salam people!

It has only been two days since my last entry but I feel like writing something. If I procrastinate then I'll risk losing the ideas and emotions to write. heh.

Recently I wonder, is it better to sacrifice our happiness for someone else or attain our own happiness, even if it means hurting others?

OK, classic example:
A loves B but B loves C. So should B sacrifice her love and goes to A or pursue her love and goes to C?

That's just an example. Actually I'm referring more to our family and friends. Not the opposite sex.

When I kept thinking about it, the answer depends on the situation. Sometimes we need too sacrifice our happiness to make others happy but there is also a time that we should prioritise our own happiness.

To be continued.. =p

freedom? not!

Salam everyone,

Thank God examinations had finish. The ordeal is excruciating. Tired, fatigue with this whole situation. Most people will have felt relieve after their examinations but not me. I'm not relieve even after exams had finish. I don't feel contented with what I had done. Well, partly or should I say mostly it was my own fault that I didn't study properly. I didn't see the fact it was my End Of Year EXAMS and this is the point that determines the future ahead. It has passed and there is nothing that I could do about it except to pray for the best.

I should be starting to improve myself since next year is the big 'A'. Planning is easy and I have done most of it but pushing myself to do the tasks that I had planned is damn hard. Istiqamah has never been easy. Unless we push ourselves, we will never progress in life.

Moving on, 2 weeks had passed since my birthday. Thanks to those who had wished me in advance, during the day itself or belated. To those who didn't wish, I still love you guys no matter what. =) Thanks to those who game me presents and thanks to my family for that small celebration. May God bless you all. Ameen. =)

I don't want to dwell on it but I quite dislike the date of my birthday. well, it always clashes with the end of year examinations or major examinations. I wish that I could be happy on my birthday as it is only once in a year but it doesn't seems so. I felt I was more sensitive on that day. I guess, I could be happy on any other day as well.

My problems keep on adding day by day. I'm so confuse that I don't know which problem should I solve first. My patience is being tested day by day. I know I should be strong but the wall within me is cracking up. I'm holding on tight with God by my side.

There is a few things that I want to do in these few days. I want to go to Changi boardwalk. If there's no one going with me, then I'll go alone. It is just nice being with nature and it has been quite long since I'd done that. I need my dose of nature. =p And I want to go to Borders! So anyone joining? =)

That's all from me for now.

السلام عليكم

Life has been hard on me these few days. Many undesirable things has been happening to me. Maybe, I'll blog a few of it here.

I got zero for a test. Seriously. No joking. I knew I would fail the test, but getting a zero? I was shocked when I got the paper. And Ustaz didn't put a zero. He wrote a question mark instead of big fat zero. ?/10. That is what he wrote. How sarcastic. How demotivating.

But then I realize that, that is what I deserve, I did not take the test seriously, I didn't even study properly. I was taking things lightly.

And to make myself feel better, I said to myself, there's a first time for everything and I hope this is the last time too. It better be because another zero will make me feel even worse.

And another thing, I failed my maths test. By one mark. There was a lot of careless mistakes. Like always. Stupid careless mistakes.

Why am I telling this in my blog? I just want the people to know that, I got good marks not because that I'm clever, but because I understand and study. This shows that not clever people will succeed, but those who are hardworking and deserves it.

My examinations are coming really soon. Only 9 days left. And I haven't started studying for the exams. How lazy of me. Will be starting soon I hope.

All the best to my fellow S507 who will be retaking their O levels. Just try your best and you will succeed. Insya Allah.

A Dedication To A Friend Of Mine.

I was in primary 6, sitting all alone in the musollah, waiting for the prayers to begin. 2 individuals approached me and said, " Hi, do you want to join us?" and I innocently replied, " Nah, you guys are bad people. I don't wish to join you guys." Their intentions were good. They pitied me as I was all alone. Little did I know there are going to be my best friends later on.

During secondary 3, we had geography lessons after school. Those two same individuals attended the class. I sat at the front while they sat behind. When the class gets bored, they threw bits of erasers at me just for fun. I was irritated at first, but that was the beginning of a beautiful friendship.One of them has a mole at her nose. We weren't that close at first, but something happen that change my life and hers. She started consoling in me. We shared problems and ideas. I liked her as she always has a different perspective on things. Sometimes, we may have disagreements on things, but we still remain close friends.Now, we had move on to our own path in life but I will never forget the friendship that we had. Although we rarely see each other and communicate, she will always have a place in my mind and heart.

"Whatever problems befall you, stay strong
like a rooted tree in the strong wind.
When life's getting harder by the day,
remember the sweet memories that you once had.
When you feel that no one's there for you,
there's Him that'll always guide you. "

Happy (belated) 18th birthday my dear friend. May God bless you. Ameen. =)

To my dear readers, I may not be blogging until next month. Need to concentrate on this major examination. And this laptop need a change in the hard disk. I'll be going mad if I keep using this crazy laptop.

That's all from me for now.