salam everyone,

Been very busy since school reopens. Many things had happen since school reopens, from sad to fun events.

Monday: A sad event.

Aku terkejut. Aku tidak menyangka perkara ini akan terjadi. Kita baru sahaja berkawan. Kenapa kau pergi meninggalkanku begitu sahaja? Membiarkan diriku terkapai- kapai keseorangan? Walaupun kita baru sahaja bertemu lima bulan yang dahulu, ku dapat merasakan yang kita akan menjadi teman yang rapat. kau seorang yang unik, pertama kali ku berjumpa dengan orang sepertimu.
Kau telah banyak membimbingku di sekolah baru itu. Kau telah banyak mengajarku, bukan sahaja tentang pelajaran, tetapi juga tentang kehidupan. Ku senang bila bersamamu. Ku dapat merasakan kita serasi bersama. Engkaulah salah satu sebab kenapaku dapat bertahan di sana. Kau sumber kekuatanku.
Aku memilih untuk disebelahmu di dalam kelas. Ternyata tidak salah pilihanku. Kita semakin rapat. Kau telah banyak merubahkan diriku. Kerajinanmu membuatku ingin mengejarmu, kebaikanmu membuatkanku sedar tentang betapa kerdilnya aku.
Kembarku, ketahuilah bahawaku tidak akan dapat melupakan masa kita bersama, walaupun ia sangatlah singkat. Ku tidak akan dapat melupakan bagaimana kau dapat menangis dengan sengaja untuk menakut-nakutkanku. Bagaimana kita mengongsi makanan bersama-sama di dalam kelas. Bagaimana kita tidur sama-sama di dalam kelas. Bagaimana kau selalu hilang dengan tiba-tiba dan muncul juga dengan tiba-tiba.
Kembarku, janganlah kau risau tentangku. Ku sedar ini adalah takdir Tuhan untuk mengujiku. Aku redha dengan ketentuanNya. Kau teruskanlah hidupmu dengan tenang dan aku berdoa semoga engkau mencapai kecemerlangan di dunia dan juga di akhirat.

It is hard to lose a friend. And i just know her for about 5 months! I hope our friendship do lasts =) Whatever it is, I'm happy if she is happy. Pardon me if my malay doesn't sound right. Just feel like writing in malay. I hope she understands it.. hehe.

Wednesday: what an interesting day!

We had Japanese students on that day!! haha.. Was sooo excited. Had a crash course learning japanese words. Before, i only knew Arigato Gozaimas which is thank you. The pre-u 1s and sec 3s are the ones to usher them. They arrived in 3 buses. Some of the guys were so kawaaii ( cute)!! =p
At the hall, our students performed a few nasyids and the japanese students performed a kind of dance. It was nice. After that we were asked to joined them!! Sweet.. haha. then, we got into our groups.
Me and Ika got 5 students. At first it was a bit awkward. Then we decided to break the ice. Although we had some communication problem, it was great knowing them. We brought them ( almost) around the school and then we sat at the canteen. I bought for them keropok lekor and epok-epok and insisted them on trying. They were shy at first but in the end, all of them ate it. They said it was gooodd. hehe.
It was time to depart. They got us gifts!! We were deeply touched. And we did not get them anything. Sheesh. ( nasib baik sekolah ada siapkan goodie bag.. heh) It was nice and we had a great experience. =) Thanks school.

By the way, i'll try to update every week, if not, every month. Pray for me if you may because i don't know why i feel unhappy nowadays but not to worry, i'll be strong insya allah. =)

To fadel, the tag will be a bit late, because its sooo loong.. sorry..

And to everyone.. does anyone wants to buy an umbrella? do tell me.

Thats all from me for now.

i've been tagged

Salam people,

I've been tagged and as a courtesy.. I'll do it =)

Instructions:Remove 1 question from the above add in your own personal question, and bold it.Next, list 10 people whom you would you want them to do this, at the end of the post.Notify them in their tag box that he/she has been tagged.

1. What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?

- my father.

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

- yess.

3. What happened at 10.00am today?

- was cheering madly at the stadium.. for 2 schools.. heh...

4. When did you last cry?

- last two days.. i think.. nearly cried this morning.. because of that song..

5. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?

- cornflakes... trust me.. i've tried it.. long story.. but its delicious.. do try!!

6. What do you want in your life right now?

- an un-stressful life.. yeah.. i know its impossible.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

- i do carry an umbrella almost everywhere i go. you can never predict the weather..

8. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?

- im grateful that i already have a bed.

9. What bottom are you wearing now?- black pants.

10. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?

-there are so many nice texts in my inbox..

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?- i hope not.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?- no.

13. What was the last movie you caught?- the verses of love.. with my beloved friends =)

14. What are you proud of?- my father.

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

- Words of wisdom: everyone of us have photographic memories; some just don't have film.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?- can't remember..

17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?

- i have too many nicknames to tell.. =p

18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?

- 'Alhamdulillah... tkpe2 ko tkmo sad, huhu.. Ey niwei, 2nd and 3rd sape uh? aku miz! aku nk tengok! Rodeh, aku miz korng.. heh. ku nga golek2 ni, troz tetido eh. haha..' i think u people know who this is...

19. What time did you go to bed last night?- around 11pm.

20.Are you currently happy?- i'm trying to be.

21. Who gives you best advice?- many..

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?- never eaten whipped cream.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?- my darling.. ;).

24. Is anything bugging you right now?-my homework.

25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?-my bro?

26. Do you wear toe socks-have tried.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?- my father.

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?- urmm.. y..e..ss....

29. What annoys you most in a person?-

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?- i don't think so.. no time to even think about it..

31. Have you ever done cocaine?- no and never will..

32. What colour is your room?- cream

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?- huh?

34. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?- meaning?

35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?- me

36. Who was the last person to hug you?- Qiya

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?- yess =D

38. Do you have a life?- theres no use living if you don't have a life

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?- yes

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?- don't have.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?- hmm.. can't remember.. (blame stml.. heh)

42. Last time you smiled?- just now.

43. Have you changed this year?- urm.. i dont think so

.44. What are you listening to right now?- the sound of the tv..

45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?- i did.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?- both ;)

47. Is there a quote you live by?- hmm maybe..

48. Do you want someone you can't have?- hmm.. want? i don't think so

49. Have you ever played an instrument?- yes... played it badly..

50. What was the worst idea you've had in weeks?- who wants to come up with a worst idea??.

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?- trying to sleep.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?- which love life?

53. What song describe your love life?- same ans as the above..

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?- i'm not liking anyone.. haha

55. Who always makes you laugh?- a lot of people.

56. Do you speak other language other than English?- yess.

57. Are you blond?- no..

58. Whats your middle name?- Binte ? haha.. tak perlu eh...

59. What are you doing tomorrow?- going to school..

60. What do you think you are like?- too good to be true..

61. Who will you choose to die with?- my family.

62.Where have you been today?- school.

63. What game do you play often?- bubble smile.. at my handphone.. not into games...

64. Who are you missing right now?- my teachers at irsyad, my grandma..

65. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?- hmm tough qtn.. tengok uh mana lagi setia..

66. What are you doing right now?- doing this looong post while lepak-ing on my bed...

67. Which primary school are you from?- irsyad.

68. What are 3 colours you love?- blue, white, black.

69. What are you longing for?- being happy.

70. What is life to you?- something i need to spend wisely.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?- talk to Him.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?- none.. just been back from school

73. Which model of phone do you use?- samsung x640 i think.. its been long haha.

74. Which month are you born in?- October.

75. How are you feeling right now?- headache and my stomach is growling.

76. What is the time now?- 6.11 pm.

77. Where are you now?- my room.

78. What is the most terrible thing that had happened to you physically? - food poisoning! vomiting and diarrhea for almost a week and staying in the hospital..

79. Why are you doing this test?- because i got tagged.

80. What do you do when you're moody?- just let it be.. sometimes think happy memories.

81. At which age you wish to get marry?- lets just wait and see shall we? =p.

82. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?- friends.

83. Do you think you have enough confident?- don't think so...

84. Who is the person you trust the most?- hmm...

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?- yess.

86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?- meeting him.. ;)

87. What is your goal for this year? be a better muslimah and pass my exams with good grades insya allah..

88. Do you believe in eternity love?- yes i do.

89. What feeling do you love most?- happiness.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?- YES.

91. What feeling you hate the most?- feeling unhappy and demotivated.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?- of course i do.

93. Do you believe in God?- yes, Allah.

94. Who cares for you the most?- my parents.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?- parents.

96.What'll you bring when you fight?- a clear mind.

97. Who always makes you happy?- depends..

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?-sad.. but i know theres still Him for me..

99. What if your stead two-timed you?- don't care.. just break up.. theres someone better for me out there.. haha..

100. Who always gets your back?- my close friends..

fyi, qtns 1 to 52 was done on the 22nd of june and the rest on the 30th of june.. heh..

have none to tag cause many have done it and it is such a long entry.. sape2 nk uat, uat uh..

thats all from me for now.

A sheikh coming to spore

Salam everyone..

I was bloghopping the other day and i found this. It is about a young sheikh who is coming to spore. He is an American who has converted to Islam in 1994. You can read more about him at his website.

I had read about his conversion to Islam and about his quest of knowledge. His stories are wonderful. Sometimes, i think those converted to Islam is better than some Muslims.. including me. I felt ashamed of myself. He braved himself and went out of his country in search of knowledge. He even scaled a mountain just to meet a wise ulama! maasya Allah. I was deeply amazed. There are also a few articles that I've read that make me think twice: what have i done as a Muslim? There are so many things i need to learn. Do I have enough time? I hope so..

By the way, if you want the program details click here. Insya Allah you will benefited from the programs. It is not always that a sheikh spare their time to come here. so why not grab the opportunity if you are free. =)

that's all from me for now.

Settle?

Salam everyone!!

My body now aches a lot!! At last I've edited my blog. It took me around 3 hours! I'm quite satisfied with my blog except that the font is small and the title and the date is too near to each other. whatever it is, i think i've done a great job =p *claps* thanks to syaz and ifwat for helping me out! K.. i'm sleepy already.. goodnight people! Don't forget to read your du'a! =)

That's all from me for now.

A class during the holidays

Salam to all,

I had a GP class just now. Only 6 attended the class, out of 20. Pathetic right? Never mind.. they'll be at the losing end i guess... and they have their own reasons for not coming.

Ok.. back to GP. I just love when mdm S teaches GP. Although sometimes its a bit hard to swallow ( sometimes teacher uses hard to understand words... or is it me that is not too clever? heh) I'll gladly clarify the matter to teacher.. although once I've been laughed at. heh. Teacher also likes to share about so many things.. she has so many info in her head.. she kept on pouring and pouring information. We just need to store the information in our solid brain.

We discussed about a lot of things. From understanding the level of certainty in a sentence to about the rise in the price of oil. Praises to God. We had learnt so much in around 2 hours. We also learnt about genetically modified food and even animals!! She told us that scientists had done an experiment which can make rabbits glow green in the dark. They took the genes in a green glowing jellyfish and put it inside the rabbit. (don't ask me how its done.. I've no idea) and it was a success.

I also learnt a disturbing fact but i don't wish to tell u people. I'm afraid that you people will never eat chicken after that.

There are still many things i want to tell but I'll stop for now. I want to edit my blog. A wonderful friend of mine has come to help. thanks.

That's all from me for now. =)

Should I or Shouldn't I?

Salam everyone..

Im in a dilemma right now. I'm not sure if blogging is suitable for me. I'm not into IT and i've no idea how to even change my blogskin. I don't know if i should just continue writing with this plain, ordinary, boring blog OR wait until i have the free time (end of next year i suppose) to edit this whole thingy and have a peace in writing. Argh!! Can somebody help me?? Oh my.. i sound so desperate... its ok.. i know everyone's busy with their own life.. =)

by the way, I just got back home from a short holiday.

thats all from me for now.

testing 1, 2, 3

Salam to all,

After much thought, i've decided to create a blog. I was undecided at first as I felt that time is a constraint. After seeing the many positive things about blogging, i've decided to give it a try. I hope that it will be a long term effect. =) Although im not the kind of person who is a good at writing, i'll give my best shot. So pardon me if my posts is not that good.. heh..

Thats all from me for now.