the next phase of life =/

Salam Alaik!

Gosh, It has been long since I last update, I think this is the longest time that I have not update. Main reason is due to my laziness. Well, suddenly has the urge to write because is feeling quite bored, although, as usual, there are soooo many things to do!

Time do fly fast, really fast in the process of growing up. It is a few months away till I end my teenage life, and I'm a few weeks shy of becoming an undergraduate student. Feel so old already. Hah. Six months of not studying, I don't know how I'll cope in university later on. The past few months were excited and looking forward to enter the big U, but now, feels very nervous and scared, scared of what the future holds. I'm not even sure if i'm ready. Sheesh. It's not only about being physically ready, but also mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Being far from family, from the comfort zone is no joke. It's the survival of the fittest.

But I realise, being scared and nervous is not blocking stone for me. Feeling scared and nervous shows that we know that it will not be an easy life. I know I need to persevere and stay strong with whatever obstacles that I need to went through. I've tasted the beginning, and it's not that nice. It is hard to get what we want, but it's very easy to get things that we do not want. It's a test for us to endure and to see how strong is our desire to get what we want.

I also realise that i'll be away from my beloved country and all the people in it, my family, relatives, friends. 2 weeks is not enough for me to meet all of you. I'll try to make it for the gatherings, I really can't promise anything, but I really want to meet up. Thank you for being part of my life. Pardon me for any mistakes that I've made. And pray for me. =)

Oh my~~ haven't done my shopping yet, so many things to worry about. Hah. And i'm soooo not looking forward for the tests. Sometimes I wonder why~~ I need to buck up!

So people, take care, and Insya Allah, we'll meet again!=D

**eh, awak da jejak uia pj? bila pula nak jejak gombak? tak apa, tunggu saya masuk dulu eh!**

That's all from me for now...

and what's up with my life?

Salam people!!

It's been 2 weeks already into the year 2010. Oh my! How time flew when I'm very busy. During the December holidays, I've been complaining how boring life is and now, what a hectic life I'm having, ok, but not as hectic as some of my friends.

There's this seminar coming up and I'm part of the organising team, holding quite an important position which I'm really not sure if I can handle it well. Nearly burst just now, but kept control. Well, the responsibility's given cause they trust me and I must try to do the best I can. Oh God, help me. But well, it'll look good on the resume. haha. Betul tak ned? =p

I've been searching for jobs but haven't get the permanent ones. Got only relief teaching, few days, few weeks. But well, at least something. Quite envy with some of my friends that got permanent jobs. Maybe, not the time yet. Need to prioritise!

Convo is in a month's plus. Suddenly interested in fashion. Thanks to rhy. =p Haven't send my kain for tailoring. I think I can go crazy. Results... results.. results.. Insya Allah, everyone of us will graduate. I'm proud of my classmates and I love them. =)

I'm soo a summary person. Don't know how to elaborate. Heh. Take care k people, especially dearies and classmates. =D

That's all from me for now.